I'm not very sure how long again I have to keep on a smiley face mask just to get past the school day.
I hate it when I go and lie to myself just to see reality hit me in the face again.
I don't know why Karma has it out for me.
I hate that I've been genuinely trying and that time hasn't healed more than one shit.
I don't know why I'm even writing this journal when I have a thousand better things to do and I know the repurcussions of this action.
_{And I REALLY can't understand why people see the need to go out of their way and comment about things I honestly can't help but feel every now and then when it will change NOTHING and that they have a lot of better things to do as well.}
Laterz.